Your poem touched my heart deeply. Losing a brother is a big loss, but the way you focus on the joy and shared memories is wonderful. The laughter, adventures, and lessons you shared are treasures that will always stay with you. As you face this first Christmas without him, your words honor his memory in such a heartfelt way. May those chosen moments of love and joy bring you some comfort during this difficult time. Thank you for writing and sharing this beautiful piece in a special day. My deepest condolences to you and your loved ones ❤️